"Premature Parenting": 1 yr photos, elmo and March of Dimes

I was going to make my title etc, etc, etc, which I should have done but oh well.
this weekend was overwhelming.

Saturday- went to get torries one yr photos done as well as family pictures of the three of us. They came out pretty good, and I really thought i was doing a jammin job at the gym until i saw those pics. I look like a beached whale. really i did. this is how the convo went.

I ran off to the bathroom while we waited to preview the pics, and they were done before i returned so G was already looking at them.

G: bay, your not going to like these
Me:why? (still walking to where he is)
G: snickering, just come here
Me: OMG I LOOK LIKE AN EFFING BEACHED WHALE.

there was only one other woman there at the time and she busted out laughing at me, i felt like turning around and saying get over yourself Biznatch like your a toothpick yourself!

Moving on, we got great pics of torrie and had her invitations done as well and i will pick them up on may 7th.

G suggested we window shop at the mall since it was nearby and I agreed. and To our surprise old navy was having a "family day" with Meet ELMO, amongst other things that i did not wish to subject myself to.
turns out elmo and Torrie are great buds, she even groomed his fur while we were there.

Then we went home and we all napped and ate chicken and went to bed.

And Then! it was time for the march of dimes walk. Torrie woke up as Torrence and I felt like I was going to vom, so I'm pretty sure this week I will be sick with whatever the hell torrie was feeling last week.

can i just use one word to describe the walk? okay good

OVER EFFIN WHELMING.

I am so thankful to everyone who came and showed support I really didnt think that many people would come, even people I didnt know came and that was awesome,
but I also feel like I was a shitty host and didnt get to express my excitement and thanks for them coming, but I really do not do good in those kind of situations, when I get overwhelmed I shut down. if torrie wasnt being so blah and G and my family werent in a rift, I probably would have been slightly calmer. But I wasnt and Its overwith and yea. and not to mention I got completely separated from my group which totally pissed me off and probably pissed them off too, but again, its already over with.
Thanks everyone, especially maryann, because she reads my blog and she gets me and she came even tho she had a headache! Love ya!

This post is all over the place, I just wish I was a better host, So now I'll just post a few pics I was able to get at the end of the walk, I wish i got a group pic and I wish I was able to get more with my friends. :(