Goal weight-126 lbs
Today's weight- 146
Its the same, I know, but you know what I just cant deal right now. Ive been an emotional wreck. Ive been stress eating, I had Chinese, taco bell, and pizza all within a 48 hour period- pathetic i know, I am pretty sure its a Christmas miracle that I didn't gain 70 pounds instead. Ive been under too much pressure with all the overtime Ive been working, with splitting my time between two homes, with Torrie's illness/surgery coming up with her new temper tantrums- its enough to make a crazy person sane!!
On a lighter more positive note- I have NOT slacked on exercising. I did wind up with a very nice jogger stroller (picture will be posted soon) and also just been trying to at least maintain that aside from my food indulgences.
This fitness this has become a second obsession of mine I have been researching natural herbs to boost metabolism and all that fun stuff- so I think ill start that this week- also the eating thing has to end. but the other thing is i have been started on depo provera which causes serious weight gain- while i haven't gained weight (which is good because it prob means I wont that this point) it also gives you major carb cravings and also has maintained my weight i think. SOOOO that's a battle all in itself.
This week is Torrie's 15 month birthday and I will be doing a MAJOR post about her and whats going on, ESPECIALLY since I missed her 14 month one.
I don't have a computer right now so that's why my posts have been far and few between.
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