Dear Torrie

Dear Torrie,

Tomarrow is your big surgery- well, its probably small surgery in the world of surgeries but in my world it is horrendous !!!! I'm just so nervous about all of the what-if and If I am making the right decision!

I know you will be okay, but it is going to break my heart to see you laying in that recovery room. what if this changes your personality? what if your never the same? what if you react to the anesthesia? Im just terribly worried.

I am glad tho, that your dad will be there too. it will really help me when Im sitting there in a trance about to freak out. I am waiting on the call now to tell us what time to arrive, I know its going to be early like 5 or 6 am, so Im planning on being sleepless anyway.

We got your halloween costume this weekend, and although i said I was keeping it simple, We ended up picking out a pirate costume.

its acctually really adorable, but you dont like the hat. I had to bribe you this morning with a donut to take this picture for me.

So, basically torrie, I hope this is the saving grace for all of your illnesses, and I hope its smooth and I hope your even happier then you are now after all is said and done.