Diapers

Diapers are a waste for one thing, and they pollute the earth for another.
i hate almost every brand out there especially HUGGIES because they resemble that of wet toilet paper stuck to someones ass when they get too wet. and yes Ive been guilty of that several times when we are out shopping or somewhere where it would be a ridiculous amount of work to find somewhere to change her.

I like generic. yes i said it, I'm a store brand shopper. the quality just seems to be better, they hold more piss then a bounty towel, shall we try it in one of their commercials? how about them apples Huggies! you suck the big one! So, while that's said, the daycare wastes my diapers, they must think I'm really dumb not to think that they're using them on some other child's hiney. because they are. it is impossible for my child to go thru 96 diapers in one week. it is utterly in-freaking-possible.
which is why I'm mad right now because i had a shitload of diapers and now their gone because the daycare is pampering one of the rich kids asses with my poor kids diapers.
that's right, I'm the poor mother in the class, the only single mother in the class, who cant pick her kid up 9 times out of 10 because i have to work so much,
and so you choose to use my freaking diapers on the rich kids ass, who brings in individually wrapped waffles (name brand) but they cant bring in a freaking diaper???
so you share my kid's generic diapers, and generic food with those kids?! how dare you.

HOW FREAKIN DARE YOU.

rant over. but its true, and I'm serious, I'm pist off. i really dint think its fair. I work really hard to support Torrie all alone without help and they re making it really hard.
not to mention i didn't have to buy a single diaper until Torrie was 5 months because we had such a large stash.


speaking of money. I'm dropping the big dollars on this damn party. it is shaking me dry of all my pennies, but that's my fault. I'm going over the top, my baby deserves it, she worked hard to be here today so its only right we celebrate her first year of battles, and have the time of our lives.

honestly, i just never thought id be here, i never thought she would make it, i never thought i would stay pregnant past 6 weeks, i never thought shed make it in the nicu, i never thought shed crawl, or stand, or babble, or eat non-pureed foods, or do any of the things she does, and I'm so happy, I'm so proud that i just wanna show everyone how great she is. :)