My First Mother's Day

I remember all the talks G and I have had about me possibly not getting pregnant, and the miscarriages we had, and the lost hope.

Then, I found out I was pregnant with Torrie, and it was scary, I really wasn't sure she'd stick around since the others hadn't, and i really was getting ready to start a career. I thought, Gee, what horrible timing, but i said, if its meant to be then it will be, and it was.

Obviously, the whole pregnancy thing was no walk in the park for me, nor was childbirth, or the first couple months after. its alot of a blur to me, but one thing i know,

I am Blessed.

i count my lucky stars everyday that i have Torrie, she was the one thing i wished would stick around for alot of years, and after alot of prayers I finally had her in my arms.

and Tomorrow I get to celebrate that  I have my baby finally, and she is happy healthy and thriving.
shes adventurous, smart, intuitive and outgoing.

shes one special girl and I am so lucky to be her mom.

this morning while we were waiting for her daddy to wake up, we spent sometime enjoying the beautiful sun outside. we took a blanket out and had a picnic and we walked around the block on her ride on toy. she loved it.

and just for kicks and giggles, this is what i wake up to in the morning

Happy Mother's day Ladies!!